I also recently saw Howard Wills in Los Angeles (Cheviot Hills). I have been into metaphysics for many many years, and I came away from this a changed person. I (was) way too cerebral, abundance is all about feeling, and living life by this feeling.
This forgiveness and prayers have opened me big time. I had no physical ailments, or major ones, but work / career, which really is ones expression, purpose.
He worked on me in the audience and he told me, how about 20, I said, million, he said billion, it shocked me, but he opened me and kept opening me, removing fear and giving love. I could feel the infusion of love and light. I am so glad he began the whole night with, “We are a mainly feeling and live your life your own way”, really the 2 things I really had been struggling my whole life. Man, awesome, a great prescription.
I work in the corp world, doing computer engineering, And I am a Musician (Guitarist). I have come to peace with this sort of dual parallel career. It’s fun. Christiane Schull enlightened me a few years ago to bless all situations in ones life and Howard echoed this also, and I have been doing this for a few years, and it has been great.
The universe will of course give me (us) what we want, in my case, artistic and business, and financial independence and outlets of expression, being a creator, and leader.
And after this meeting, I have this weird feeling, a very good feeling, that I do not have to try so hard at this, I can and should relax.
This great clearing, clarity, and newly discovered calmness has overcome me, it has actually shocked me.
After Howard’s meeting, this clarity and abundance feeling is still with me months later. Howard shows you how to instantly connect with the divine, you know that feeling and you know when you are away from that, and you get back to that good feeling.
I kind of fell into computer engineering and over the last 12 plus years, I am growing, it is evolving, growing, moving onward, transmuting. I don’t have to try that hard. Just follow the good feeling, in my body. Be in my heart and body, not so much in the mind / analytical.
I have this awareness now, that if you have by default used your mind, ego, and thinking to guide your life (this is of course very possible and still can garner success), but, since in that mode you are not really truly Connected to Source or your true self, at least in my case, you feel unfulfilled, lost, confused, typically in constant struggle and exhausted from all the effort. Source and Nature Do Not Struggle, it is impossible.
Follow your bliss (As Joseph Campbell says). And you know you are on the right path because it is Easy(ier), just really full of grace, like someone else or some other power is doing it. It feels wonderful, and of course it feels Blissful, full of joy, grace, power and clarity. That is the sign of the the Connection, the Connected State.
The divine is connected to from the heart, and if you have learned to disconnect from your heart, (which I did and many do, due to pain, etc) you have cut yourself off from full abundance, knowing, peace, joy.
Howard said, “Ask the light to guide you, direct you”. Which I am going to do, how easy, just ask the universe. He also said, God gives big gifts, but if you don’t accept them, receive, them you dont get to keep them, so just be open to the guiding. It’s like the universe wants to give these great things, but we have to be detached, pliable, calm and still, open.
I am actually quite excited and still at peace and calmness, and from this state, I know all things will happen, it is so joyful, but even more that I am shocked, by letting go, it is now so easy, I feel this wonderful sense of peace and ease, like I go thru my day, being directed, still passionate, but calm easy. I really don’t know where it will go next, and even Howard said, don’t worry about it, you don’t have to know how. But I know I am connected and I feel great.
